Up to now, I'm still speechless and I still feel like flying. It probably sounds like overacting but seriously, once you are into this kind of situation, all you could think off, is to control those happy emotions and try to take it easy. Oh well, im trying to hold on to that grip. lolz... I normally don't tell the whole world what we do because I'm simply not a fan of doing that.. but i guess this time, there's no exemption... lolz.. (sorry babes.. hihihi)
Honestly, i don't even know how to begin my typing... BUT let me put this way.
Occasionally, my Otherhalf Michel always love to make surprises. He knew that I love surprises and sometimes, I knew what is coming but this evening, I've noticed that its more than what I'm expecting. The decoration outside our room, the pool filled with flowers, (Frangipani which means "LOYALTY" and the pink and red Lotus which symbolizes "LOVE & COMPASSION" as well "FAITHFULNESS".) PLUS a beautifully arranged table for two!
The only thing that i keep saying that evening was the appreciation and thanking Michel for everything that he's doing for me and the excitement that i've never felt before. Yes, i do appreciate everything he does for me, but with all these things I'm looking at... it simply means more... At first i thought he invited my friends to come and surprise me, them carrying my birthday cake, but after our dessert was served, i still don't have my cake! I didn't say anything but to enjoy and savour the evening.
We had a beautiful dinner. The chef did a great job in preparing our meal and the service from the waiter was fantastic, over all they did a wonderful job!
After our lovely dinner, we both came here at the sofa and enjoyed our wine whilst viewing the beautifully decorated pool. I remember Michel was playing something.. He started to take photos of me which he never did before, i played along and honestly, i was enjoying it as i love being photographed! lolz.. He let me sat on that cushion, he put the two lamps on both sides and asked me to carry the red roses and he said... "a photo for my queen!" i was laughing like crazy and if he sat next to me, i would have told him..."its your turn, my lord." i was laughing like nuts!
My love, there are many things in life that I've learned from you and one of them is that, you taught me how to become a woman. I am so grateful that whenever i make mistakes, you always give me chances to correct it and learn from it. I love the part that I am growing maturely with you, the wisdom you taught me that life without love is not life at all.
There are many reasons why I love you but I am like you. I love you because its YOU. You make me what I am. I'm very thankful my love and yes! I will marry you! ♥ ♥ ♥ I LOVE YOU and will always will..